Thursday, January 03, 2008

Trumpet Princess Missing

This is an affirmation which I drew a couple of days ago as part of the daily affirmation I am trying to do with Patricia Mosca here. I have suffered from depression for quite a while now and am emerging on the other side and am doing much, much better now.

So due some minor stuff recently, I created this affirmation, saying regardless of what happens, I will not allow the blackness to take over and rule.

Then my Trumpet Princess decides to leave home with "someone" she met online. At 14 years old. This is the 2nd time, the last time being almost 1 year ago (February 2007).

So while I am praying and hoping and searching for her to get her home safely, I still will not allow the blackness to take over. But for my sake, her's and Eldest Daughter. Despite how I have failed in some way and this has happened again. The Blackness will not win.

3 comments:

  1. Judy...
    I am so sorry for your darkness (for I understand it far to well) but realize that sometimes our Shadow Muse has something important to say too...So make sure you let her have a piece of paper and a crayon...(it is amazing what you will learn!) And as you do...Feel the warmth and love of the world and the sun shine around you...Blessings...and thank you for joining in the affirmation...

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  2. hi, I am so sorry for your troubles, I dont have depressions but went thru hell an back with my teenage girls. I think they go thru some silly awful stages when they think they are so grown up and know it all!! I hope shes safe and just like every mum you are suffering and I can feel it. Hope you get her home!

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  3. I understand your darkness as well, and feel your pain, I to have a daughter, All we can do is be there for them and hope.......

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